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Do you ever feel?

Totally desperate.



When you have a dream that you will NEVER reach.

Well, gue baru aja depresi soalnya semua temen gue yang audisi bareng gue lolos ahahah. kecuali gue.and mostly panitia kenal gue,thanks for your support guys.

and I dont have anyone to lay on. I'm alone. Crying.

gue terus berpikir kenapa gue begitu muluk.
kenapa mimpi gue ketinggian.
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.
.
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kenapa gue harus hidup dengan takdir begini.

I have no support, I dont have anyone who can support me. 

Especially

my parents.


I have a boyfriend. 

Dia hampir ngga pernah ada saat gue butuh tempat buat bersandar.
Keterbatasan waktu, minimnya inisiatif, dan modal yang cukup besar untuk kami agar bisa tetap berhubungan. Tapi kami tetap bersama dalam sebuah status menyakitkan.

I have many friends. But they can't help me bcs they all on the way to reach our dream, but i'm still here, waiting for a miracle. 


am I that ugly and untalented? yes, I am.



sorry for another randomness,

oyasumi